the good news

sooooo finally i have some good news to share here.

1. after waiting for freaking 8 days, the good news came. i was called by that company. hehe i have passed all the assessment thingies and i was freakin healthy to work (ofcourse, dumbass!). so i have to submit all remaining documents and they will call me back on friday to tell me the details about my first day. hooraaaaahhh! i knew it. theres no such things as rejected just because i skipped the ass & vagina examinations. hell no. for your information, dear beloved company, i am a virgin. and i dont want to have your ky jelly and your doctor's big fat index+middle finger inside my ass. so sorry. better choose another sucker.

so, Monday will be my first day. after all ive been thru, finally the day will come. hurrah. but im a bit scared, i wish i could make it until next year. amen.

2. ratih's mom adopted a baby sister for her! horaaaaaaa! and she's damn cute! her name is Sameera Zahwa Alkhalifah and she rocks. hahaahaha. she's getting fatter everyday and she's totally fashionable. haha. last monday we shopped for her a lot. from body suits to tanktops. from blankets to bottles. from wall stickers to hair lotions, and so on. baby things are irresistably cute! but i almost fainted when i heard the price. insane. theyre just expensive! hhhhh. jeez i couldnt imagine all the expenses when i had a child years from now.

u yeah, and these are some unforgivable cuteness for you guys.

introducing Sameera!

with her huge headband! her sister is just insane haha

aaaargghh she's smiling!

EXTRA KUTE right???

aaahhh im so happy for her. i cant wait to see her grow. and......i kinda want one. BAHAHAHAHA. like i can have one. and here's when ratih handed me sameera

oh please excuse my big panda eyes. i was tooo sleepy. i just woke up when she forced me to smile @ the camera. jeez how tired looking. awful. extra awful. eeeek!

3. i had a great time yesterday with Kiki. i went to her house and she kept me company while i was registering for my taxation number (i dont know if its the right translation of npwp. but who cares anyway?). we were driven crazy for the damned 3 hours of waiting. shitty. i got the number 308, while its still 146 when we arrived. insane. but we had a great time afterward. we had late lunch @ mcd and we ate like crazy. i was so full i couldnt walk. and kiki needed a new dress so we went looking for one after lunch. hurrahhh! i love looking for new dresses!

****aaaargggghhhh these mosquitos drive me crazy!!!!!! couldnt you just find another flesh to bite?????****

here's our changing room experience bahahahah

i love her new dress. and blazer. they fit really well.

what else ya?

hmmm actually im suffering right now. im broke. this document completion thing makes it worse. i had no money left in my wallet. i even owe some money to some people. my godness. i should make LOTS of money after this. hhh and i hope i got some other good news to share later. i will be there if i had any. c ya real soon.



meet up = gossiping

just a quick post

sooooo yesterday i met tiara. i missssss her so much. we used to hang out almost everyday, do stupid and unnecessary things together as well as my other girls @ jokja. and being separated is not eaaaasssyyyyyy. trust me, its hard. life seems different without them. huuhuuu.but now tiara's already here! sadly, she's in kelapa gading for work. aaarrggghh too far. and her current job gets her long working hours and random holiday. yes random holiday. its one holiday on weekdays and another one on weekend. darn. and that makes it even harder to meet her.

we met at blokm area. she said that she wanted to have such nostalgic moment around blokm (near her former highschool). yeah yeah hahaha. i agreed coz im the so-called centeng blokm. ahahahahahah. its my area. after that horrible medical checkup, i headed straight to blokm. tiara has arrived already while i was still queuing for physical examination. and soon we had lunch @blokm square.

and this is the fun part. after lunch, we wanted to have some dessert. and tiara vote for SINGAPOREAN ICE. bahahahahah nice name huh? and its so delicious i wanna live in singapore! ups, that reminds me of something. haha. and this is what it looked like:

tiara and the mango-strawberry singaporean ice
this ice cream (was this one really an ice cream? i dont know) tasted realllyyyyy goooooooooooooooddddddddd. seriously. this one is the best! this baby tasted so much like what its promised. it tasted really strawberry and mango! it had the mango ice on the bottom (the yellow one), and strawberry ice on top (the pink one) and splashed with strawberry and mango syrup PLUS real strawberry and mango. bonus: huge strawberry on top! tasted amazing. so soft, delicate, almost creamy taste. and it didnt melt. i swear. oh my god i start to drool. and not to mention, it is HUGE. seriously. huge. and the one i ordered was the regular size. i cant imagine the large sized one.

we had a lotta talk while munching. tiara had such awesome gossips i missed (she always had). i was so happy to meet her. and she handed me the jarik i ordered for my peningset. huhu. love love love.

we finished the day by walking around and trying to find bedak cempaka for ibu inem! hahahahaha and bedak cempaka iz already discontinued hahahahaah. then i companied tiara to buy some loose powder for herself. horaaaaaay finally my plain tiara transformed a bit hahahaha *peace ti*. and then we met mas heru. he picked up tiara there. we had a bit chat, the we separated way home.

and i forgot to get my mom's medicine.

but overall, im happy!


im still alive

uh hello blog. im sorry for the lack of posting there. actually there were soo many things happened in past 2 weeks (or more i supposed?). i became a quiet busy doing unexplainable thingies.

guess what happened?
1. im getting closer to my engagement day. the peningset stuffs are almost complete. still waiting for the bag and jarik from tiara,and cosmetics to complete (lip products and NAIL product. yes, NAIL. I CAN HAVE NAIL POLISH FOR MY P STUFFS! yesss! all hail earth!)

2. my boyfriend has finally purchased the gold. yeah yeah yeah after weeks of mouth fighting about this little shiny square, we decided to dump antam and go find ordinary chinese gold seller (hey, you will get better price from chinese seller). we did a couple of researches about the market price, and we hit the square last week. such amazing price, and im happy with the result. and im relieved. one down, 3 more to go.

3. finally i got a chance to visit teraskota. i heard much rave about this place, the atmosphere and the outdoor dining. sounds really great. but my boyfriend always refuse my wish to go there. and finally, last saturday when we had nothing to do, he asked me one beautiful question: "how about bsd? is there any good place to hangout?" oh baby, you dont know how much i love you for this heavenly question. i wanted to make sure first about the rave i heard, so i asked kiki about hangout place in bsd. and yes, she answered me good. teraskota, is just great. by the time we touchdown teraskota, i fell in love with it. i love the atmosphere. and it wasnt a crowded saturday night. unlike my beloved pim. i hate pim on saturday night. and teraskota has blitz megaplex inside. we watched driveangry, after my boyfriend got bored of walking. quiet good.

4. i went to my elementary school-friend wedding with ratih & orry. my first friend's wedding here. oh its good to be dressed up. i love dressing up hehe. they picked me up @ 7 and we got trapped in traffic jam and hit the place @ 8.30. hungry, hungry, hungry. the place wasnt big, but its well decorated. they're running out of food but we still got the sushi. hmmmmmm what's better then sushi groove-endorsed wedding? i want one...........

5. my house's renovation is almost done. i love my new bathroom and painted walls. hehe. its on peach color scheme. but still good. blame the different paint-picker. we picked almost the same shade for every room. my mom didnt hear me sound. i would pick better colors if i were appointed to. huh.

6. i got dizzy choosing the shade for my nail polish. help me pick one! i want red, since its the best shade on my hands. but my mom wants paler shade to do french manicure. she loves my french manicure. she thinks that its more elegant to wear than red. huhuuuuu im dizzy. here's the colors:


the show must go on
an affair in red square
royal rajah ruby

ali's big break

suzi and the lifeguard

hawaiian orchid

malaysian mist

pink a doodle

which oneeeeeee?????????? *dizzy

update: finally i got the hawaiian orchid one. just because of the shimmers in it. i already got one creamy plain pale pink polish in my stash.


specially for Jakarta citizens

Dear Jakarta citizens,

please stop making babies and giving births for at least 3 months. please, please, please. I really mean it. especially for those in southern region. please stop for a while. so that my boyfriend will have his life back. my boyfriend is the one whos responsible for documenting and releasing your babies' birth certificates and now he's already had a ton of them to finish. just imagine, a single document needs at least 10 minutes to finish. then how could he finished them on time if there were already 3000 documents waiting on the line while he worked the 50 of them? d'ya understand what i mean? he could only finish approximately 150 documents a day. in weekends. thats the approx amount. he couldnt do more. or he will faint. and its on weekend. on weekdays? approximately 50. its already counted as extra working hours. and when he finished the 150 ones, a new line has waiting for him. like 200 or more. this line is not going to be finished unless you, yes, YOU, jakarta citizens, STOP MAKING BABIES AND GIVING BIRTHS at least until he finished those 3000 or something documents.

besides the shitty birth certificate things, he is also responsible in many things. he had to monitor each health centers in the regions, filing, and other stuffs i dont really understand.

please, please, please. my boyfriend has already lost his life, his social life, and for god's sake, his relationship life. not to mention his sexual life. haha. everyday is working days. and he already work his ass off! get him back his life please! on weekdays, he works that certificate, jumping from one to another health centers, and works the certificate again, and again, and again. and on weekends? saturday nights? WE SPEND OUR SATURDAY NIGHTS IN HIS OFFICE, WORKING OUT THOSE DOCUMENT LINE FOR 10 EFFING HOURS! can u believe that? not to mention days when he felt the needs to work it out again on sunday.

so please. let him finish his current works and breathe for a second. then you may go making babies again. for god's sake, we have our wedding to plan. and stretching working hours doesnt sound nice to me. please please please. i ask u all for your understanding.

yours truly,
the victim of those neverending document line,



cant wait to have them

these are my babies. i have mutia, my great friend who lives in korea to have me these. i really cant wait to have them! they are soooo beautiful! thankyou muuuuu! see this. im drooooling....

purple - skin - black - red - white - brown - baby pink


i have the best boyfriend on earth

the title says so, finally, a positive post from me. this is like the most beautiful thing that happened to me ever. yes, i have the best boyfriend on earth. ive never imagined enough but he walked into my life when i least expected. and he changed my life, totally. how wonderful life is.

he may not the best-looking guy, but he has the best smile. especially when he gives it to me. 
he may not the richest, but he's the most generous one. 
he may not the smartest, but he's smart enough to solve problems, and he knows how to deal with me.
he may not the most romantic one, but he always has his own way to surprise me with tons of affections.
he may not show up everyday, but he always spare his time for me.
we may not meet regularly, but we always have quality times.
he may be busy, but he calls me everyday even just to make sure that im alright.
he may not the perfect human, but he's perfect for me.

im really grateful for him. i lost my words when facing him. totally wordless. he knows exactly how to treat me. i am so proud of him, being the fastest learner in relationship. he was annoying and not sensitive. but as soon as i correct him, he changed. i love him even more. =)

sooo, a couple days ago, he texted me said that he skipped work for bogor. he had to process his ID card. apparently, when he moved to his house, he didnt move his ID. and at like 2 pm he texted me again asking whether i was home or not. fortunately, the girls' gathering were canceled. oh thank god, next he said that he's on his way to my house. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh i was so happy to have him. we havent met for a week. huhuuuu i was glad glad glad. i prepared myself then,heheh. i had to look good!

about an hour later, he arrived, and guess what, he brought me these!!!!!!!!! macaroni panggang. ouououououououououoooooooo ive been wanting this like hell. ive been asking to go to bogor just to eat this. and finally he brought that with him. uhuhuhuhu. yummeh! so we ate the first and save the second for mom. how sweeeeeeeeeet. oh and he said that the thought of visiting me popped up suddenly. he knew that i was home alone and i shud be lonely. better if he gave me company while he could. uhuhuhuhuuuu i felt like kissing him million gazzillion times!

hah we enjoyed the macaroni so much. and then he asked me to learn how to make it so he could ate it whenever he wanted to. yeaaaaah. theeen i asked my auntie to teach me. the next day, i attempted to make one. and heres the result. oh this one was before baking. and i ran out of cheese so i couldnt put much cheese on the top. and finally he tried my macaroni  (on new year's eve) and he liked it! uhuhuhuhuhu okey baby, ill make a lot of them for you. u have my words! :*

and this is how we spent our new year's eve. he texted me in the afternoon saying that The Tourist was playing on Gandaria City. i told him i have to watch the tourist as soon as it entered the cinema. the tourist have angelina jolie and johnny depp, so i thought that this movie shud be good. oh and i told him also, that i want to try gandaria city. hehehe silly i know, because cinemas are the same. its dark, its cold, and it has total big screen plus great sounds. but i dont know why i have to try every cinema around my territory.

soooooooooo we made it, we made it. after a walk with my auntie (she stayed at my house a day before nye), he picked me up to buy kurma for my mom, and off to gandaria city. before watching the tourist, we walked around to search for his nephew's birthday present. we found nothing so we planned on moving to citos after movie.

the tourist was quiet good. but we expected it to be a total action movie, like salt or tomb rider, typical angelina's movie. but it turned out to be half-comedy. actually the story's okay. but i was a bit disappointed about the genre. huhuuu. angelina as drop dead gorgeous though.

we did moving to citos after movie. we expected citos to open up until dawn since its nye. we could search for the present there. citos was extra crowded and apparently they did have nye party. hmmmm. oh they had sexy dancers in the atrium loh. ckckckckck dumb ass, children are watching! ckckckck. i got sick of watching those secy dancers, so we decided to move to the dept store.

and we got insane inside the dept store.
mwahahahahahah they got one-night-sale, for godssake! everything was at least 20% off that night. and his inner shopaholic finally arises that night. we got the present for his nephew (the cute little bart-simpson shirt and jumper), and also a polo shirt and a tshirt for him. both are stripes. oooooooookayyyy. i have shopaholic boyfriend. and he almost got another tshirt and a pair of airwalk shoes (SHOES, for godssake. really impulsive. he's a major shoe-fetish just like i do) if i didnt pinch his arm and drag him out of that section. he spent too much. i counted, almost a million in a night. ckckckckck. so i better drag him to women's section so he wont buy anything more. and its my turn, i got a new pair of jeans there. oh one thing made me laugh, he wanted to join me inside the changing room. thankgod the changing room was big enough. and he pinched my ass when i pulled my jeans down. hhhh guys.

dyou know what we did next? while everyone was counting down the time to new year, we ate burgers and fries and drinking rootbeer @ A&W. huahahahahaha. when we heard everybody shouting happy new year, we kept eating our meals. but finally i said "happy new year, dear." and he replied me, just "uh-huh. you too, dear." absurd. ahahahahahaha.

after, i got sleepy so we decided to come home. we talked a bit and go to bed @ 3. he didnt want me to go, but we will have babies 9 months later if i stayed at his room hahahahah. its haaaard, but i decided to left for my bedroom. and he stayed until 12 noon. we had much talks while sitting in the front yard. aaaaaaah what a new year.

finished. this is the first time i have new year moment with him. last year we were separated, and two years ago he left me for ujung genteng. he promised next newyear after our marriage, he will get me to ujung genteng. okay, i keep your words babyyy. u im so glad to have him for this long....and i really cant wait to marry him, to have him as a whole! hehehehehe.

here's the last pic of him. he was still in his batik shirt after work. huhuhuhuhuh. I LOVE YOU, DEAREST!